there is a corridor between us

full day discussion again... sian... tutorials lagi sian... what a boring day...
man!!! suppose left 3 today but why does Nokia wants to give us trouble??!!!
this assignment is never ending and goes on ever and ever again... wtf!
so close yet so far... why are you wandering outside the door? why are you wandering outside the door for the second time? you know i saw you. why you just can't knock and come in? why you are like running away from me but still want to stay close to me? why? why? why?? why our friendship for 1/2 a year is gone like that? busy is not an excuse. i feel more happy when doing assignment with you although it was a lot of tiring assignment. and now you leave a corridor between us. let the speechless me stoning in the miserable emotion and rethink our relationship. do i still want to continue? am i always the starter? what about you be the starter this time? what if you never want to start? and what if you are waiting for me to start? what if you never thought of starting? lots of open ended qns revolving in my tiny little brain which i use to put a lot of programming codes. now all my codes and report just gone because of you. am i blaming you? argh!!! can all the qn stop popping up in my head? argh... i don want to ask any question anymore. right.