Sunday, May 02, 2004

last laughter

basically do nothing and lying on the bed all the time and tv... SHE!! :D.... thought of many things .... it's May... it's time to work... sigh... why my thinking still very undecisive? everytime reach this time of the year i'll start acting nuts... it's the peak of my craziness... :S... oh well...
cards again? doh~~ .... play 'dai dee' till very syok liao... man... must stop must stop must stop... *char, remember ur promise* ... must remember to stop... stop... stop...
not going back till the end of July... 3 more months staying alone... sigh... so sian here... janice is going on Monday.... after work, nobody will be in hall then .... so sian...
was talking with janice about the future... she said my characteristic is very like yup... not really though... he's a he, i'm a she.... and a lot of things we are not alike that you didn't notice only... i wanna get out from singapore in 4 years time... after bond... go where ler? London? LA? Brazil? Sydney? Italy? German? Torondo? .... maybe South Africa.... whahahha... unless miracle happen in Singapore that can let me stay... else this place is not belong to me... It's a nice country to stay... but not for long... and not going back M'sia for long stay either... but not giving up M'sian citizenship .... I'm a pure Malaysian!!! :D
Things getting complicated, and my thoughts getting messier... why I always nothing and get things to worry one?? it's time to change... lol...
yesterday just read a book "Who moved my cheese?" it was very nice... it's a story talking about two mice and two littleperson looking for cheese... mice are very simple minded, they work hard for what they want; littleperson has a complicated thinking and use their intelligent to look for what they want. They go out from their home to find cheese everyday... and one day finally found the cheese they want at Station C. Mice and littleperson are very happy and enjoy the cheese. Unfortunately, the littleperson thought the cheese at Station C is enough for them for their whole life. But they never notice all the changes around them. The cheese is getting lesser and lesser. While the mice knew the cheese is going to finish soon and they are alert of it. Once the cheese is finish, the mice started looking for another station for cheese. Therefore they use back their old strategy to find the new cheese station. Meanwhile, the littleperson are blaming each other why their cheese are not there anymore and keep on waiting at the same spot for the cheese to fall from the sky. After all the hard work, the mice finally found a new station, Station N where it is the biggest cheese store they've ever seen. The littleperson still stay in the frustating, anger, afraid, lazy, thinking too old to find the new cheese. However, after moving and thinking for a long time, they started to move. To find the new cheese station. In the end, they still find the Station N and welcomed by the mice.
It's a very meaningful story. Was introduce by my last semester tutor, but don't really have time till yesterday and sit down at Kino to read the whole book. Very nice, very inspiring, very thoughtful. One should move with the cheese, else you'll extinct. It's talking about you should adopt to the environmental changes, or else, you will no longer be useful or motivated. =) so do you change? :D

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