last day

waaaaa.... :'( feel like crying ... tmr last day at PG already... so sad... gonna miss all my collegues over there :') ... going to treat them coffee tmr... hope banny and edward can come :)
today's presentation was a big fight man... haha... tht's how the people work in PG... hmph! someone actually dare to tell me that PG won the People Developer Award for SP's subsidiaries... my foot!! no one wants to take responsibility when there's an urgency... and they all like bo-chap attitude... what ever value creation shit all fake one!! if one of my idea get into it horr... i'll just go to the MD and laugh at him and his employees... what a company... and banny use my pay cheque as 'company contract' and gave to me in front of all the ADs, Directors and Mgrs... wah lao... pai seh ... and since when my mother's story come into the picture? kept mention about those things... oh gosh... all the men there... doh... -_-; no diff as what i thought what they arr... dorothy was in the meeting room as well... just as a secretary... i'm the only woman sitting at the table listening to the people fighting and pushing the responsibility to each and everyone... so pity tay that he gotto hold all the stress and anger inside him... what a bo-liao presentation... end up without any concrete conclusion... sian -_-; well... glad that still got some interested in the idea of the schematic drawing... the ultimate one i would like to see is integrate with GMS ... then will be perfect... the only trouble is gotto connect to the server... the mapping system too big to go into the lappie... doh!
BIG NEWS BIG NEWS!!!! maine maine pak toh liao!!!! wah lao... after one month then baru tell ppl... hmph! angry with you liao lar.. hmph! 'tian mi mi' with your law bf lar... don wan old roommie already lar... call you also nvr answer phone lar... hmph! nak cinta tak nak kawan... *just lost another friend* sigh... get use to it already lar... it happens all the time lar... will feel the gab with those attached friends... just don't feel like 'contribute' a lot to our friendship... haha... coz i believe what mom told me ;) *where's my miracle?*
talk a lot about work with wee and james... the management and the HR in PG... really makes ppl suffer a lot... hope after the merging with PGrid will be better during Oct... should pay them a visit after that ... hehe... work so hard for what? must enjoy life... but when i work, i find that i have the tendency to be a workaholic... *dangerous* ... i'll really crack my head ... down to earth for the projects in hand... learn to enjoy... that's why monopoly rulez!!! ^_^!

again
the emptiness came up till my throat
wanted to shout
wanted to cry
wanted to call for help
it just can't come out
just don't want to come out
what am i looking for?
everyone has their own dream
they are on the track
they are moving on
why am i still at the same ground?
now i'm the one who stop
i shouldn't stop
i shouldn't wait
i shouldn't complain
i shouldn't delay
i'm on my way now...