Wednesday, October 06, 2004

don look at me like that

3 days!!! has been 3 days!! my hardwork all wasted.... T_T... can't track the user session and the jsp scope sucks... j2ee deploytool sucks... my midterm sucks...everything seems to be very ugly these few days... emotional downfall!! ... one word.... *sad* .... the lowest point of my life... so sad.... extreme failure... everything i done is not really pay off... argh... sigh...
but at least today can work out something... haha... oh well... still a long way to go man.... the session tracking succeed!! :D... stoopid ear file stupid war file... stoopid deploytool.... so stupid.... now i know why they have so many web container outside... coz it's more useful than j2ee's... and it's all auto ... sigh...
yesterday heard from a friend in IT industry wanna drop off from the wave of IT and turn to network marketing... feel so sad about it... yeah... ppl got their own ambition... but quiting from IT... sad thing leh... will i end up like him? hmm.... i don't want to guess... i don't want to know... so many IT company is blooming... so many opportunity is created .... but the things is they need proficient people.... programmer like me die lar... sian... hope will get a job after grad... the third turning point is here... soon... very soon... how am i suppose to secure it.... hmm....
in the classroom... just now you gave me the look... oh man... don't ever give me that look... *_* .... so seductive... *are you trying to electrify me?* tat look reminds me of my ex... doh ... @_@

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