just attended the soc graduation tea session yesterday... so pissed off when i step into the LT and kena blocked by a stupid-wrinkled old lady coz i was holding a drink... hate her hate her! buzz off! hmph! spoil my mood for the whole session... hmph!
well, the tea session was quite inspiring... a lot of memories suddenly flashed in my empty brain... suddenly felt a lot of stuff i haven't done in soc yet... 3 years is just too short... and there's a lot of regrets during this 3 years which i have not enough chance to fix them... i never attend FOC, i never join comp club, i chose the wrong modules in my first year, i never make my pool of friends bigger in soc, i never have enough knowledge from soc, i never hang out with my school friends, i never have a professor or tutor to like me, i never get the chance to say things out a lot of times, i can't wait for my friends to come back from NOC to say goodbye to me... just so many stuff i never try in soc yet... and i'm graduating in less than 2 months... sigh... what a sad thing...
well, somethings that i should be proud of are i have enough time to do a lot of projects with a lot of great people, i found my buddies in soc, i sweeped off almost all the IS modules in soc, i did quite a number of quality projects in my final 2 years and i just don wish to leave now... :(
a lot of my friends are choosing their HYP now where i don't have the chance to do so coz i already "choose" my path since first year... the HYP stories are all around the corner every minutes in school... i just don't get the chance to do such stuff...
graduation will be another start point of my life... what i want to be? ha! have no idea... but i'm sure i'll have passion on whatever the next path is. :)
can't go for the graduation ball but i'll just fly back to singapore to attend my commencement... this US trip is gonna make me god damn broke!
alrite...back to my final project of my undergrad years! after this project, i don't think i like the work as web developer. so boring! had enough for 4 projects in 3 semesters... j2ee + .net framework... all done! enough... no more after this last one... ^_^
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