Let me suggest you ....

stab me, push me off the building, shoot me, chop me.... those are better way if you want to see me die... no need to give blank promise while i really need the promise at the most critical time... some people are really helping a lot... but those people who wants to see me die in the most torture and most dramatic way.... please leave me alone by not giving anymore blank promise... i really hate that when people are trying to be nice and then they turn you down and laugh at your torture... fuck those people!!! duhz~ why i have those kind of friends... fuck them all... fuck them!!!!!
desperating for a laptop to work for my project... been working very hard for this project every night at lab... in the end got what... got an A then ppl hate you for not spending time with them..... you hate people coz they are not trying to be helpful... and buzz off!!! i remember a senior told me .... achievement is sacrificing... in a way it is true.... but till you really feel it then you'll say it's too late.... can i change my life? i don't want to live in this bunch of monster... fuck those monster!!!!
again... i'm cursing people in my blog... i have no better place to express my anger and disappointment... duhz... feel like crying again... duz... things are getting worse at this kind of time again.... but i appreciate people who really helpful but they can't help much in this critical time... thanks to t, h and b.... and fuck those other people who wants to see me die!!!! bitches!