why am i still doing this kind of shitty stuff?

i have so much to express...
so little opportunity to say so...
you treat nice to ppl, will kena strike by lightening...
you treat bad to ppl, will kena double strike by lightening...
whatever you do still will go to hell...
so be bo chup is the best...
somebody just won't appreciate what you do to them...
and they expect you to appreciate when they are good to you...
what the hell...

just wish to get out of the mess and be the real me again... *sounds like ee lin* =P
i still have a lot of dreams...
i still have a lot of friends...
i still have a lot of time left...
i still have so much to do...

forget the sunk cost...

i made a chocolate cake with frosting...
yum yum~~
so nice... love it so much... too bad don have proper decoration lar...
don have the spatula... don have my cake pan... don have cherry or raisin...
just plain chocolate cake with chocolate frosting...
not too sweet not too oily... just nice...
Betty Crockers is the best... will buy more of the flour go back singapore... whahha...
and also the frosting.... it's super cheap to buy here lar...
won't be able to find such a great ingredient back home... haha