there will be the end of each story

we'll it's time to clean up all the shits in Santa Cruz and prepare to go home...
it's getting cold here...
the summer is ending...
everybody is leaving...
am i starting a new life or what?...
confused. surprised. dead.

things are getting crazy lately...
i have no idea what am i doing...
i have no idea where am i heading...
i have no idea how am i going to end the story...
i have no idea...

the minty sandwich is giving me a lot of headache...
darn!
sick for one whole week and today lack of sleep...
no...
it's didn't sleep for whole night...
going to have fun soon...
chionging taiwan alone in 3 more weeks... so exciting...
can't wait...
really can't wait...
too much stuff to share and too much stuff to say...
just couldn't find out the reason and time to say so...

just keep it quiet...
nobody's gonna know...
common sense is common sense....
no need to explain so much...
nothing to explain...

life is too empty here...
something is lacking...
still can't find the perfect one...
nothing is perfect....
but yet... it's close...

*if you do not understand this post. neither do i*