i'm not stubborn. i'm just always right.

give me some christmas mood!!
why it's still not really working after watching my choir friends' carolling??
where's my christmas mood??
never felt so lost before... hmmm...

didn't really do much stuff today...
woke up, work for few hours...
then slept at pOoH's place for 3 hours before heading to Orchard...
sleepy sleepy afternoon... with the nice rainy weather... nice bed... quiet place *no mom nagging* ... zZzZzZZZzzzz.....
everyday been searching for the reason to stay active in my career...
stay active in my family complications...
stay active with my friends...
stay active with someone far away...
why it's just so hard just to find a place to rest my emotion and physical body?
i could have went home to sleep this afternoon but i didn't... running away again... sigh...

thanks for those who love me and thanks for those who care for me all the time till now... due to duty calls, can't explode too much ...
i just realize that i will receive one text message from Choo every week... how touching... thanks gal!! *muaks!* it's actually someone far away from hometown... ^_^ all the way from Melaka!!
Jan will be gone this week... her trip down to sg this time i don't have much time to spend with her... well, i'll go for the Redang Island trip for sure next year May!!! so many trips to plan ahead... haha... just like me... i love travel... who don't? =P
mom and sis will be gone this week too... no more nagging after work ... seriously need to find a place to move... fast fast fast!
been complain too much about them recently... urgh! i know i shouldn't... but just couldn't stand them being not trying to understand me while they said i'm not even try to care about their feelings... complicated...

been struggling to think what's important for me now...
and been juggling many many stuff at the same time...
never felt such a big transition in my life before...
motivation keeps me moving...
your support keeps me alive...


b'dae~~ 31 dec

Your Birthdate: December 31

You're a pretty traditional person. If it's lasted, it's probably good.You seek stability - both in your career and your romantic relationship.In return, you're very loyal and predictable. Which is usually a good thing.Without a partner, you feel lost. Being with someone is very important to you. Your strength: Your dependability Your weakness: You hate being alone Your power color: Midnight blue Your power symbol: Shell Your power month: April

my irish name? i have a lot of irish friends... they know me by charlene... ha!

Your Irish Name Is...

Chloe Nolan

this is real!! my heart is red...

Your Heart Is Red

You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart.Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person! Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense What you bring to relationships: Honesty

this is more real!! key to my heart...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

hmm... dear! true or not? expert kisser? hmm...

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantityYou've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks offAnd you're adaptable, giving each partner what they craveWhen it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

i think i don't understand myself...

How You Life Your Life

You tend to deprive yourself of things you crave, for your own good.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.

maybe i really don't know about myself... i think like a 19 years old?

You Are 19 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

this is freaking funny... but never happened before... not going to try it though... passed out drunk... hahahah

You're A Passed Out Drunk

Drinking gives you that warm fuzzy feeling, until you're thrown in the back of a police car...

i'm not too free to do all those things... just can't stop doing all those test... have fun! =)
all those test could be found in HERE _@/"