In search for...

I need a new blog template... this place is too gloomy to begin with... should I choose the usual pink that I always like? well I kinda hate pink when I was little. I think it's too girlish. hmm.. I wasn't very girlish to begin with and neither now. I think. Saw a couple of good ones but non of them I like... still searching...

This year end is too gloomy to start cheer up with... two years back, I anticipated Christmas since June !!! can you imagine that? 6 months ahead!! I was nuts... as the years has gone, I don't even feel the Christmas anymore. There was one show about Christmas that it is a feeling, not the celebration itself nor the day itself... Tat's the spirit of Christmas... I'm not a christian or catholic... my family don't celebrate christmas... but thinking of Christmas makes me feel happy... perhaps this year I should start to get happy again after two gloomy years of Christmas celebration... I'll be having a 1.5 weeks of holiday coz of clearing leave... shall I wait and see this year or shall I just make the plan? I like surprises and I always like it... hmm...

I need to hunt for new place for my photo collections... just bought the Sony H50 few months back and make me damn broke now. That camera find me back the love for photography... I did a "tour" with my Canon A80 previously before and I'm gonna do it again with the H50 :) Probably this time would be a night tour. Halloween was a good time but I was sick!!! grrr... I always sick at festive season...